Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Day 1/2

So I awoke this morning to a text: 7:05 am -"Day 1/2 without you and I feel like gutter shyte. Wtf have you done to me?"

Yes, after what I planned to be a wonderful weekend with the person I hoped to spend the next 75 years with - its over... Mostly my fault partly his fault. Regardless of who's fault it was we're not together. It hurts. I feel like crap and to make matters worse its freaking snowing outside! Judging from his text I know he feels the same way. Why would we subject ourselves to hurt? I'd honestly just rather forget everything that happened and start all over again. But that's not reality and definitely not whats about to happen. Relationships SUCK!


Ughh...